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YFriday, November 28, 2008

Felt so bad of it today... Didn't wish to mentioned it here but i really get irritated and frustrated about it... pls don force me to do something that i don wish to do!! I had enough of it and felt likes myself was a busybody and bad person... Suffered to become the middle person between of them but yet i was involved in it.. Hated this kind of feeling!! Arggh!!

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11:37 PM

YTuesday, November 25, 2008

a birthday cake for stella

stella was making a wish

stella with her mom

the 3 besties

me,stella and delp

25 nov was stella's birthday~ Happy birthday to her!! Haha,and hope she get well soon!!

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11:37 PM

YMonday, November 24, 2008

today was monday, expected to be very busy.. indeed it's true, luckily today i reached there more earlier and i found out that something never be done by am shift staff and she's quite new.. Helped her by informing her to do this or that and also helped her to inform a dr to amend something... and the dr was very rude through the phone, knew that his behaviour always likes that and so i didn't want to feel angry toward him.. I wasn't so petty,ok?
And t/f a pt to other place and pt's iv plug site was inflamated!! Then a ssn said i need to treat everyone in the ward a cup of starbuck as brother said so if need to write e-XXX... Told her that it's not fair to me as i just took over the case and i was also victim too.. she seems likes not happy... But do u think that she's right too? Hoefully she was just kidding... Really couldn't figure it out whether she really means it or not coz she looked serious when talked to me...... Alamak!! =(

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11:11 PM

YSunday, November 23, 2008

Today i watched a movie at home which named男才女貌
(love in the city), not bad...
Tml i would be working pm shift then...
Alamak, the life really damn funny lor, mixed with the joy and the sadness together... GUess normally life should be likes that bah... Ha

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10:23 PM

YFriday, November 21, 2008

Just now i got diarrhea again!! OMG..Thinking how come it happend again as i never eat milk product today... Now i know the answer already !!This evening i eat the cookies which contain the milk insides actually.. Diao!! Only eat some cookies also cause diarrhea... My god=(

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11:45 PM

YThursday, November 20, 2008

Well, next month is the christmas festival month!! Gotta meet up some of friends for gathering soon,hee=)
Below is the list that i want to eat:
-steamboat
-durian
-tom yam noodle
-la mian
....

Wahahaa=)

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11:40 PM

YWednesday, November 19, 2008

Today i went to east cost with xiu yi... At first we should go for cycling but ended up went to window shopping as it's raining non-stop lor... Haha.. Tml i would go back and work lor... Jia you bah=)

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11:40 PM

YTuesday, November 18, 2008

Can I have this dance~~
(love this song =)

Lyrics:[Gabriella]Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
[Troy, Gabriella]Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance[Troy]Take my hand,
I'll take the leadAnd every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all[Troy, Gabriella]And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)Can I have this dance[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

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2:50 PM

One more AL to go, and will go back to work then...
Quite bored at home although having AL recently.. Nothing to do also cause boring ar... Alamak...
Sometime i am thinking if people can be more considerate and understanding, then lesser misunderstanding and hatred will happend..
Buddhism always teach that if a person see things with a pure heart, then no matter bad person or good person in his eyes,he will see them as normal as other people and will not suspect them whether any of them are having some evil thought and bad action to be done to him... Indeed it's true... But i'm thinking that how many of people able to do it??
A lot of people are being influenced by the surrounding of them...Are they able to overcome this problem or they already defeated by the surrounding? And are they happy?

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1:03 PM

YSunday, November 16, 2008

Sometime it's too late to meet a right one...
And so i am...
Sigh!!

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10:57 PM

YSaturday, November 15, 2008

~黑色幽默~
难过是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用

你说苦笑常常陪着你
在一起有点勉强
该不该现在休了我

不想太多
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜托我想是你的脑袋有问题

随便说说
其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住

不懂你的黑色幽默
想通却又再考倒我
说散你想很久了吧
我不想拆穿你

当作是你开的玩笑
想通却又再考倒我
说散你想很久了吧
败给你的黑色幽默
我的认真败给黑色幽默
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3:52 PM

YFriday, November 14, 2008

Yeah, i'm going to have some days off after completed my night shift!!
Argh!! I just want to scream out!! Sometime society is just too complicated to me!! I'll be fine,don't worry=)

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4:15 PM

YThursday, November 13, 2008

Tonight would be my last night shift in this week!! Hopefully it would be going smoothly throughout the whole night...Yesterday there's many things happended included one active resuscitation during my shift... OH GOSH...Did my best to help the drs in the resuscitatation...Anyway,BGIT cases pts could be so serious when they were in bleeding suddenly from GI...
Sometime i wondered myself more prone to 'fu nui lian', felt more secure and comfortable with that feeling... Hmm...Weird ar... Haha!!

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10:41 AM

YTuesday, November 11, 2008

Our ward group photo~ But still got some staffs are not in the group photo....

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6:44 PM

YMonday, November 10, 2008

Society is where we put the teachings of Buddhism into practice. The essence of Buddhism shines in our actions in society=)

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3:21 PM

YSunday, November 09, 2008

Two days ago, i decided went to buy a new hp as my current hp was totally spoilt... Bad connection received from the ppl whom called me when i answered my call... So pai seh while the ppl whom called my hp unable to hear what i said... So finally i bought a new hp:P This time round i bought nokia model instead of other brand...Went to bedok with Diana to shop for my new hp... And later i bought a hp with a cheap price...Simple but easy to use!! Haha.

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9:23 PM

YSaturday, November 08, 2008

Sometime i wonder how come ppl can say ' i love u' so easily while i can't feel the sincerity?? It's funny,haha!!

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11:59 PM

YThursday, November 06, 2008

Today i saw my np lecturer whom was my attachment lecturer in cgh when he went there to look for a np student whom currently attach to my ward for PRCP... He was Mr. Ismail!! He was so shocked to see me in the ward... As he was asking me whether i just came over here to help this ward or was it coz i from other ward... I was laughing and told him that i work in the ward lor... Ha.
When i woke up at this early morning before going to work, one of my toe was numb so suddenly and the numb sensation at my toe still exist until now... Felt weird ar?? I didn't know what happended too??

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6:14 PM

YTuesday, November 04, 2008

Today, my boss said i passed my probation... Oh, really thanks Gohonson for blessing=) Without sensei guidance and Daisaku Ikeda's encouragement words, i think i'll not be so strong to overcome the problems which encountered in my life. Sometime i feel bad that i unable to attend the monthly meeting since working...Oops!!:X But even since start working, the words from sensei book keep on appear in my mind and it seems likes sensei always stay besides me to encourage me to become even stronger and be positive... 'Always look at the bright side' when unfortunate thing or bad things happend on us occasionally...
And finally, i did the health screening blood test by today. Got inserted 3 times of needles then able to take my blood from my hand. On the third time of inserting needle,i almost wanna cry already lor,i got the needle insertion phobia since last time i went for do a blood test, that ppl whom took my blood caused the insertion site on my hand got green bruise and been painful for 2 WEEKS!! ;( Super scare those whom anyhow just insert needle w/o checking the vein properly:(
After reading the story regarding Daisaku Ikeda and his wife from the begining knowing each other until got married ..., i realised that true love can be so wonderful if two ppl are truly love each other until old age and the relationship btw them are still that so close and lovely... They have been together for more than 50 yrs!! =) So sweet of them...Hee. Of course everyone wishes can find a true love one day. Nowaday ppl likes to find a compatible partner whom suit him or her and mostly ppl likes the smart ppl if u got notice of it... And also ppl will tend to more prefer the well-dress and know how to make up gals... Sometime this's a reality lar... Fate can't be force anyhow... It's only the matter of time and the effort for maintain a lasting relationship btw a couple :P

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6:59 PM

When thing goes wrong,slow down my steps and to think what's the causes behind of it.... It's ok if sometime it's hurt,as long as we would not give up and stand up again... Life was for us to learn...

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12:04 AM

YSaturday, November 01, 2008

Day 1: set off to genting highland,the activities we had done as below,enjoys urself~~hee

xiu yi

on the bus

bought starbuck blended coffee to drink,freezing liao...

she was so happy to take cable car with me...haha

going to take cable car lor

on the way back to genting highland

in cable car

we ordered 'la mian' but the noodle actually made from 'mian xian'

the artificial durian,inside actually was durian cream lar~haha

selling popcorn lor~

does this photo look nice??hee

took photos in late night

Day2: Spent time at thema park,played and had fun at indoor activities and outdoor activities=)

breakfast

dessert

took a photo after breakfast yeah

before entering the theme park

loser!!

only her elephant and mine unable to be fly -.-" so coincidence

the waterfall

leng long leng long, $10 per person for ride? hee

tried to take photo for her but she didn't hear i was calling her to look at my camera-.-"

i likes this photo,so cute!!

my lunch,we had it at merry brown

xiu yi's lunch

Back to hotel to rest for a while then headed to watch a movie'the coffin'.hee

the gal was taking photo so seriously lor.lol

Yeah,we rided the car

so miss the fried ice cream~~

flying to the sky

Fun!!
Day 3:
We took cab to the temple there instead waiting for shuttle bus as the bus was occupied by all passengers whom also went there and we got no more time to wait for another hour to get there... Anyway,it's fun to visit the temple~ nice!!

the view from the temple

At 'Qin Shui Chi'

Shayamuni

24 chapter of filial~

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11:52 AM